Well, nothing will make much sense to you at the moment if you read this, as my story began some time ago ! All will become clear as i continue my blogging. Doing this will , i hope, be a kind of communal therapy for me, somewhere to get things off my chest and maybe, hopefully, get some useful feed back ! today is a quiet day, yesterday was a nightmare ! had a visit from my daughter and then we consequently had words about her lack of loyalty to me after recently splitting up with her step father. I'm not wanting her to choose whose side to be on, that isn't the issue , i just need her to see the whole rather than the pieces. I feel betrayed by her actions and the recent decisions she has made, as i am the innocent party in all this and I am her mother. 13:41:54 13:41:58