So as the world climbs in to bed on this hot sticky thursday in the year f our lord 2009, you know when they wake people will never forget where they where on the 25th of june! as the prince of pop moonwalked of the mortal coil in to a media free world full of childhood fun and monkeys! he left us with a legacy of secret, hurts and bizaree media freakshow! maybe nowhe have freedom and be happy! somewhere on a cloud playing vincent price and elivis

For the past two days i have been rudly awaken by the bagging of hammers, the sound of mugs and the choking taste of burning in my mouth! this can mean only one thing "the builders are here" and im talking text book sterotype builders they start work a half six and finish about 12! so of us work night you could at least pot a note though the neighbours door warning that there sleep after an 10 hour night shift will be destroyed by the seven o clock arrival of a 2 tonne skip! and why do they have a bonfire wht on gods earth do they need to burn, i have smoke and ash flowing in to my flat as i sleep surely that illegal! heres a total lack of respect for other people from these guys all i hear is hammers and swearing! oh and the turning of the sun!
let me get some dam sleep!!
it was only a matter og time before they evoled from hammer to drill! is it wrong to kill a bald fat builder!

This is more like the second part to my sun effected rant! once i finished watching the new "star trek/Dawson creeks" film was ok a nice rethink of the original but they nearly lost me playing a beastie boys song as a young Kirk stole a car its meant to be at least 2125 and he can find anything better to play apart form that! anyway that is not what this is about as i was looking out at the urban legend that is  LOVE written in lights on Portsmouth, i remembered why i never went up Portsdown hill at night it just a haven, a ritual gathering even. couples and groups of lads in there saxos and nova getting steamy as they eat there messy burgers! i suddenly had this strange and slightly sick feeling even tho that was more likely the odour of cheap meat in the air, that most of the next generation of Portsmouth where going to be created on this hill or at least in a very short period after leaving it, i could feel the city groaning as the gene pool was shrinking around me! people have to stop jumping in to mother and fatherhood before they even entered adulthood its unfair to the people who have enough  sense to wait but  the young kids who dont know any better will in 18 years time end up on top of the hill doing the same as there father did! it will be a legacy of underage parents and dashboard lightsl, people need to teach there kids and kids need to listen!

It crosses my mind as i sit in an internet cafe surronded by people all talking about how much MPs are spending on random stuff with our taxs, then Mister southsea Mike Handcock says he does not have enough time to pay back his, most people in portsmouth are working two jobs to just get by we dont have enough time for our familys i think the Portsmouth concil should wake up and smell the hate oozing from the local people as i feel the shape of the goverment as i have know it is going to end or at least disolve and some thing new fresh and more then likely just as bad is going to rise from the ashes, i hate to compare the real world with the silver screen but if you have ever seen V for vendetta and trust me i have, it is echoing the state of our country, the main story line is an unknown power uses a sudden outbreak in country wide illness to take power, so right now we have over 130 people with swine flu and loads of poeple looking for the cure, our goverment is being ripped down, the BNP is slowly gaining strengh and creeping in to our honest libreal goverment, we are walking a very thin line of ice in our rights and freedom, people need to have there brains and wits switched on or we are going to turn in to a racist power run state who throws out everyone who is not 100% british and shuns the rest of eourpe. Careful people we are already an island we do not want to be a lost world!

Im back! Well for the time being, I been stripping bear my life while spending the rest of it working hence why so quiet!

also and more importantly I have not found anything worth getting grumpy over, yeah there has been the mp expenses smeared over every front page but to be honest I really don’t see why we should care, yes it is the "tax payers" money but we will never know where our 90 pound a week of tax goes and I really don’t want to think about it! Its not like this whole expense thing has only just started it’s always been gong on and always will, even the Prince reagent in Black adder was doing it! I think the reason I don’t care if some one spent a bit of there account on bog roll or porn is because if I was ever given an expense account I could think of a load of things I would put on it and would care, that is what it is meant for, so you can do your job more freely and easier, anyway that was no what im grumpy about, while on my way to asda to do my stripped shop I noticed a car with a huge set of cameras on it thinking it was another "Arson is a crime" van I just laughed but then as it got closer I noticed it has a small a4 size "Google" sticker on it, not I may be wrong but are they not the cars that map the streets for Google earth, and I thought if you wanted to film the public and front of houses you need are consent, so in a few weeks there going to be a picture of me walking down Fawcett road with two bags full of smart price goods for the whole world to see. Now it maybe the paranoia or the shock of getting caught with smart price wares but it feels like Google are using there huge world wide fame and trendy ness to do the whole Big brother thing we have all been moaning and campaigning against with out us even being aware of it. Soon I expect your be able to type my name in to it and find me where ever I maybe! We all knew the internet is used for identify scams but now its stalking us too.

Hearing that Mr. tweed was going to jail for 12 weeks for assaulting a taxi driver and endangering peoples life’s I though what the hell I was sure we was still serving time for beating that 12 year old up with a golf club! but anyway 12 weeks for a repeat offender is stupid I cant believe they used his ex wife’s death as defense, as it is well know I’m not her biggest fan but respect of the dead please let her have some peace I so hop there is no media in heaven or where ever she is!
but the reason I mentioned this in the first place is I heard that a guy just got 12 years for urinating on some food in a supermarket and in a book shop now I think that may of been a tad over the top and yes having books and tins covered in human fluid is disgusting just think about all those people that have touched those books and the food before mister lose bladder got near them, you see signs up everywhere saying wash your hands after using the bathroom but as all the toilet men in clubs and pubs will tell you 70% of people don’t, we have all been guilty in the past but then think about all the things we have touched with are dirty hands after that, just because this guy who may I add is middle eastern went a bit over the top with it he gets put away for 12 years, I feel there is a race issue here as there always seems to be!
Come on Mr. Judge get it right assault is a lot worse then public pissing!

ok I admit I’m not the most universal person when it comes to music taste and style but I do know when our culture is going down the pan,
I have spent a lot of time out recently and I noticed that the state of our clubs is dire it being engulfed in the dance and hip hop culture that is so media friendly and publicly popular that the once underground is now flooding the main stream that the once unique youth culture have been pushed back in to its dark corners of the classroom of society form which it once came, lets go though the clubs that used to bring me so much drunken pro plus heaven and now only fuel my hate for this cities club scene, route the once great uropia is now a underage college hangout where that barman are rude and the highlight of the night is the one time the dj don’t mess up the mixing and run to completely different songs together come on there getting paid loads they should at least be good at it! that topped with the regular name dropping of there other clubs no wonder no one turns up if you don’t shut up about how they should go somewhere else, take the hint there listening! then there is EQ (oh sorry the lounge) which you can only say with a cockney accent there one metal night the heaviest night Portsmouth and southsea have ever had has only two weeks to get the attendance up and we all know it will fail who is going to pay five pound and a hell lot more inside just to listen to metal I love it but there are not many of us left t in this fare island and we have less and less places to go, then we come to the new fresh Waster the franchise of alt club that is leeching this country I understand and believe they have good nights just not in Portsmouth its tucked upstairs in the super club that is time like the black sheet of the club world. Come on people open your eyes there is more to music then what the TV and radio tells you open your minds and ears!!!