Ok so first blog, and I have a question.

Do one night stands change the person that you are?

Last night I slept with a vertical stranger...a friend of a friend, the classic.

Lovely times, no particularly awkward morning times, just two consenting adults having with with all the relevant precautions.

But as your dreaded 'number' creeps up as nights like this happen, do you change?

Its not something I do often, my number is not astronomically high or anything, but it does make you think, what does that one boy think of me? And do the thoughts of those boys, byh merely being out there in the world change things?

I am wallowing, I know. He took my number, which was not altogether necessary but a nice thought all the same. And then has not called or messaged, so why bother and put the thought into my head at all?

Putting thoughts in there at all is a general danger.

A hangover mid exam period only leaves to further self doubt - have i done enough?

We shall see!!! First blog, fairly blue.
I promise i am not usually so.......grisly.
xxx